Same Hunt Different Forest

Okay and they are off… Well I am. I have finally done it, well almost. I am going to brave the new frontier (again). Pirate guy is out! I mean lost at sea never to be heard from again. Ever had the pleasure of babysitting an overactive 4 year old who likes to play pretend? Well that’s Poor Pirate guy. Brilliant BRILLIANT person… Socially retarded. Too much work Joe, sorry! 

So then Stealing my birthday guy calls me while im writing this and asks me what im doing. So my dumb ass responds “writing” and he asks what? And I say “my blog” and he says “oh you have a blog? Hmmm can I read it?” To which I hesitantly responded “no” So the question is… to share or not to share. At this moment I am leaning towards no.

I mean I wouldn’t mind except you know, I am pretty much no holds bars with my thoughts here and I don’t think he would appreciate knowing about any other guys or girls I may be talking to right now. I did have a fantastic conversation with wolf guy actually.

Wait I am sitting here wondering… do I sound like a cold hearted manizing (as opposed to womanizing) bitch. Well I don’t mean to be, I don’t use people, I don’t have sex with any random person I find attractive (trust me on this one I have turned down some dumb ass hotties) and I am only a bitch if you provoke me. So with thoughts like this maybe I will stick with “no” for a little while longer.

Wait I did it again… did what? Stayed up way too late writing and playing with my kitty. I am so tired. I have a meeting/date thing with trying to steel my birthday guy tomorrow. I am looking forward to it but I think I may be getting myself into some trouble. You see I actually like him. Misstress M even smacked me earlier for looking to happy when he called. What can I say he makes me laugh, and he is very intelligent and he isn’t socially retarded! I will see what the chemistry is like but we are both Scorpios… that’s totally playing with fire but… yummy.